I’m being .. haunted by this “thing”.

It is known as uncertainty, and truth be told, I can’t seem to get rid of it. (or at least turn it into something positive, example; motivation?)

And it’s not helping when nothing seems to work, no matter what you try to turn things around.

F***. It’s 1.30am, and I really need the ZZZ.

“Hard to believe that,
It’s not over tonight,
Just give me one more chance to make it, right,
I may not make it through, the night,
I wouldn’t go home without you ..”

And yes, this has been ringing in my head from since .. forever?

Marketing UT tomorrow – quite confident I can do good here. I need a perk-me-up for lessons though; it can really get very dry at times (and that’s when the temptation to ZZZ comes into play!)

Other then that, life is as per normal – usual routine of lessons, play and what-have-you apply. I’ll have to delay my IPPT though – I’m unfit as it is now and have no further intention of subjecting myself to any form of humiliation whatsoever.

So, back to procastination – I REALLY NEED TO TRAIN.

Z.

Got this from SGForums’ jokes and humor forum.

Commandment 1:
Marriages are made in heaven. But, so are thunder and lightning.

Commandment 2:
If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep.

Commandment 3:
Marriage is grand – and divorce is at least 100 grand!

Commandment 4:
Married life is very frustrating. In the first year of marriage, the man speaks and the woman listens.
In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens.
In the third year, they both speak and the neighbours listen.

Commandment 5:
When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing – either the car is new or the wife is.

Commandment 6:
Marriage is when a man and woman become as one;
The trouble starts when they try to decide which one.

Commandment 7:
Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say.
After marriage, he will fall asleep before you finish.

Commandment 8:
Every man wants a wife who is beautiful, understanding, economical and a good cook.
But the law allows only one wife.

Commandment 9:
Marriage and love are purely matters of chemistry.
That is why a wife treats her husband like toxic waste.

Commandment 10:
A man is incomplete until he is married.
After that, he is finished.

It’s that time of the year again.

UT1 starts this Thursday.

Strange .. I never recalled time to pass by so quickly.

Recently, I restarted on PES 2010 (it’s a Computer game on Soccer) and with the help of a modification (or Option File, as in the parlance of those who play this game), I updated the game’s content to feature the lineups for the 2010-2011 season (for the more well-known/prestigious clubs at least)

Unsurprisingly, I feel like a younger version of Monsieur Arsene Wenger already. The agony of conceding those “soft” goals (the kind where either I leave a player unmarked and he scores or I f*** up and open a hole for the enemy to score), the frustration when I cannot penetrate an enemy’s defense, the “WHAT!?” feeling that I have whenever one of my players (as usual, I’m playing Arsenal Football Club in the game’s Master League mode, which allows me to develop the team over the course of an entire soccer season and beyond) sends a rocket of a shot that beats the defense/keeper but not the crossbar!, etc etc (the list goes on ..)

And all this against just AI (computer) opponents .. ONLY. I haven’t even got to playing against real flesh-and-blood players yet! – it does not help when most of my friends are either the kind who like to command vast, virtual armies to their ends or those who likes the “personal” touch of putting bullets into someone’s head.

Oh well. That aside, there’s the long weekend (much thanks to Deepavali!) to look foward to, and the little trip up north with a certain Miss Jolynn to catch some seafood. I always end up HOR-LANing whenever I go there but hopefully (come to think of it, I always tell people that hope is for fools, so why the f*** am I hoping now!?), I’m more then familiar with the roads to avoid such .. difficulties.

In the meantime, it’s back to my Reflection Journal (RJ), and the question posed by a certain Miss Suzanne Ng
demands that I list out the key considerations in deciding the operations of a F&B outlet.

Inspiration, anyone?